rahrah
today was a good day,like just a day where i can feel happy without doing anything much.
love chenji!though she is not ever goonnna read this.
there is like so many things i want to say.
i am in a i-am-so-lazy mood now.(the whoole week actually)
ALRIGHT
i actually do have sthg i want to blog about,just that i don exactly know how to go about doing it.
i really love chenji,as in not that sense,but the friendship we share kind of thing.at least i feel treasured.half my life,i feel i've been taken for granted until people like chenji,esther,winnie,wendy,anne come around.they make me feel valued in a way.but there are some friendships where i put in alot alot,and nothing comes out of it.its not that i want anything to come out of anything.its just the simple fact that you want to be appreciated.its like,what are you?somehow along the line,i got tired,and our friendship is like going down the drain too.But now i realised,even though i am not appreciated like most of the time in this friendship,i still miss it.how we can talk about the deepest things that lie within.Well i am trying to get it back,hopefully it will.But this really show how funny things is,how life makes a mockery of us,how some of us live in happiness and others sorrow.Life is never fair,why bother searching for fairness.okay i am starting to rant off.so i should shutup now.
rah