oh no
i think there are lumps growing on my head cos i scratch it too much.
V DAY IS such an ass.
IF JOEZER LIU IS READING THIS,ITS NOT ON PURPOSE.
its just a DIARY
NO COMMENTS PLEASE
anw yes,its like we are falling into the traps of PROFITS PROFITS AND MORE PROFITS.
OMG PLEASE
everywhere is heart and lovely pillows,softtoy,even TIMES WAS SELLING LOVE RELATED BOOKS.
oh plleaase
how about some marianloves you brownie.
aha!
i THINK i am going to REOPEN myshop
anw joezer liu,no meeting on monday k
cause i need to shop for your present.
iloveyou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love you more with supersampler.
i miss old times.
i miss how st nicks was like.
and if JOEZER LIU THINKS THAT I AM CHILDISH NOW.
I WAS 10 TIMES WORST TWO YEARS BACK.
i think i am becoming less lovable.
i remember how stella said she felt like protecting me.
i think my unglamness have turned away anyone capable of syaing that line.
and i think i am becoming uglier.
ugly-> uglier
i want to be 43 kg again
PLEASE
Friday, February 9, 2007
Wednesday, February 7, 2007
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
i am good and not bad.
maybe i am bad.
i am not happy and not sad.
sometimes i feel i will never growup.
i will always be like that.
i dont see a future in me.
And even if you may think i am paranoid,i think i am gonna die soon.
haha.
ok not so funny,if that becomes a fact.
YES PARANOID DISEASE.
its really getting funny,how things work,how life works.
how certain words come out from your mouth,how you form thoughts,how everything just happens.
its like WOAH.
i am m----- wong,but i never know what i am exactly feeling inside.i am always being affected by others,their actions,their words that sometimes i dont really know ME anymore.
its like yes.
i mean yarh.how strange.
its how st range how i am always seeking for what i dont have in life,to find out later that what i had was all i ever wanted.
its strange how i dont value things around me yet i do in another......
its strange how i dont exactly know what i am talking here too.
its like scary.
how things are progressing.even imagining what i will be like in the future is scarying me.
night world
MARIAN LOVES MATH!
TRY HARDER
maybe i am bad.
i am not happy and not sad.
sometimes i feel i will never growup.
i will always be like that.
i dont see a future in me.
And even if you may think i am paranoid,i think i am gonna die soon.
haha.
ok not so funny,if that becomes a fact.
YES PARANOID DISEASE.
its really getting funny,how things work,how life works.
how certain words come out from your mouth,how you form thoughts,how everything just happens.
its like WOAH.
i am m----- wong,but i never know what i am exactly feeling inside.i am always being affected by others,their actions,their words that sometimes i dont really know ME anymore.
its like yes.
i mean yarh.how strange.
its how st range how i am always seeking for what i dont have in life,to find out later that what i had was all i ever wanted.
its strange how i dont value things around me yet i do in another......
its strange how i dont exactly know what i am talking here too.
its like scary.
how things are progressing.even imagining what i will be like in the future is scarying me.
night world
MARIAN LOVES MATH!
TRY HARDER
Friday, February 2, 2007
rahrah
today was a good day,like just a day where i can feel happy without doing anything much.
love chenji!though she is not ever goonnna read this.
there is like so many things i want to say.
i am in a i-am-so-lazy mood now.(the whoole week actually)
ALRIGHT
i actually do have sthg i want to blog about,just that i don exactly know how to go about doing it.
i really love chenji,as in not that sense,but the friendship we share kind of thing.at least i feel treasured.half my life,i feel i've been taken for granted until people like chenji,esther,winnie,wendy,anne come around.they make me feel valued in a way.but there are some friendships where i put in alot alot,and nothing comes out of it.its not that i want anything to come out of anything.its just the simple fact that you want to be appreciated.its like,what are you?somehow along the line,i got tired,and our friendship is like going down the drain too.But now i realised,even though i am not appreciated like most of the time in this friendship,i still miss it.how we can talk about the deepest things that lie within.Well i am trying to get it back,hopefully it will.But this really show how funny things is,how life makes a mockery of us,how some of us live in happiness and others sorrow.Life is never fair,why bother searching for fairness.okay i am starting to rant off.so i should shutup now.
rah
today was a good day,like just a day where i can feel happy without doing anything much.
love chenji!though she is not ever goonnna read this.
there is like so many things i want to say.
i am in a i-am-so-lazy mood now.(the whoole week actually)
ALRIGHT
i actually do have sthg i want to blog about,just that i don exactly know how to go about doing it.
i really love chenji,as in not that sense,but the friendship we share kind of thing.at least i feel treasured.half my life,i feel i've been taken for granted until people like chenji,esther,winnie,wendy,anne come around.they make me feel valued in a way.but there are some friendships where i put in alot alot,and nothing comes out of it.its not that i want anything to come out of anything.its just the simple fact that you want to be appreciated.its like,what are you?somehow along the line,i got tired,and our friendship is like going down the drain too.But now i realised,even though i am not appreciated like most of the time in this friendship,i still miss it.how we can talk about the deepest things that lie within.Well i am trying to get it back,hopefully it will.But this really show how funny things is,how life makes a mockery of us,how some of us live in happiness and others sorrow.Life is never fair,why bother searching for fairness.okay i am starting to rant off.so i should shutup now.
rah
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
i am depressed.
pooot
its not about that,its just that i feel that everything is going wrong at the same time.
like how i dreamt about the wire having to be cut into four,its just a matter of doing the impossible.
YES!
BEING SAD,ANGRY,DEPRESSED,STRESS=WRINKLES.
SO NO MORE!
rahhh to the rahhh mans.
i think i am losing it.
please no more murder,impossible nightmares please
pooot
its not about that,its just that i feel that everything is going wrong at the same time.
like how i dreamt about the wire having to be cut into four,its just a matter of doing the impossible.
YES!
BEING SAD,ANGRY,DEPRESSED,STRESS=WRINKLES.
SO NO MORE!
rahhh to the rahhh mans.
i think i am losing it.
please no more murder,impossible nightmares please
Friday, January 26, 2007
HAPPY DAY 1
i am really happy today,except for the zihfishfdnf.
everything about fsdhfsj feels so fsfnoidurhs.
RAH :0
school was crazy.AMANDA WAS BACK.
i was really happy that she was back ookay,my bestest of the best.
SOBS SOBS AMANDA.
Her two days of mc felt like eternity!
AND we finally had an outing!
after zooong years.
AND we always dont take pictures in our outing like RAH.
we ended up taking pictures of DRINKS.
okk i feel so random.
i am just really happy today.
i really love my row people really very much.
i really love my row people really very much.
i really love my row people really very much.
i really love my row people really very much.
i really love my row people really very much.
i really love my row people really very much.
six times for six of us,including myself AHA!
WOO off to catch my elvin ng!not exactly,cause he is still SAILING.
rah
LOVE YOU
everything about fsdhfsj feels so fsfnoidurhs.
RAH :0
school was crazy.AMANDA WAS BACK.
i was really happy that she was back ookay,my bestest of the best.
SOBS SOBS AMANDA.
Her two days of mc felt like eternity!
AND we finally had an outing!
after zooong years.
AND we always dont take pictures in our outing like RAH.
we ended up taking pictures of DRINKS.
okk i feel so random.
i am just really happy today.
i really love my row people really very much.
i really love my row people really very much.
i really love my row people really very much.
i really love my row people really very much.
i really love my row people really very much.
i really love my row people really very much.
six times for six of us,including myself AHA!
WOO off to catch my elvin ng!not exactly,cause he is still SAILING.
rah
LOVE YOU
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