i am good and not bad.
maybe i am bad.
i am not happy and not sad.
sometimes i feel i will never growup.
i will always be like that.
i dont see a future in me.
And even if you may think i am paranoid,i think i am gonna die soon.
haha.
ok not so funny,if that becomes a fact.
YES PARANOID DISEASE.
its really getting funny,how things work,how life works.
how certain words come out from your mouth,how you form thoughts,how everything just happens.
its like WOAH.
i am m----- wong,but i never know what i am exactly feeling inside.i am always being affected by others,their actions,their words that sometimes i dont really know ME anymore.
its like yes.
i mean yarh.how strange.
its how st range how i am always seeking for what i dont have in life,to find out later that what i had was all i ever wanted.
its strange how i dont value things around me yet i do in another......
its strange how i dont exactly know what i am talking here too.
its like scary.
how things are progressing.even imagining what i will be like in the future is scarying me.
night world
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